Dolomite, what you have described as to your health is something that happens to far more people who are willing to spend their lives doing what is right, than most people are aware of. I realize this doesn't make it any easier to have to deal with, going from being the one who could tackle and do almost anything needed doing, to being the one who needs help to do what you simply never thought about before is very hard physically.

It can be even harder to deal with mentally since you may be forced to think about doing those things now rather than just doing them. In time you will do some of those things again, (for the most part) with out thinking about them, you will simply approach them in another manner and it will become the norm. Just hang in there, i know it doesn't seem like it, but it will get better with time. blue